Internship day17-leaving.

Children come and go in the summertime.

Today is the last working day of July and

fuck i have to be in Copou park in ten minutes and i haven't get dressed.

i am sooo sorry.

Guess i've already adopted to the romania time.

no.

I think that's not romanian clock.

That's a clock installed in every human being.

Will be back on this after we come back from Suceava.

The description I wrote to Teo and Mada.

--

Every city has its own underbelly that is hidden and thought to be unknown.

But no, for Iasi, the cultural city on the guidebook, is one of the cities that is not stingy to let people know its dark side.

Instead, they stay there, quietly, not difficult to be found, and wait for discovery.

I love the city, for it gives a new concept of a industrial factory without much noise and is now getting to prosper.

I love the city, for it provides a huge amount of friendly people who loves sweet food and warm drinks.

I love the city, for it just sits there, no welcoming, no applauding.

It sits there, and breathes with breeze and dim sunlight every early morning at 5 a.m.

It is not a city for tourists and sightseeing, of course, it is a city for living and getting used to its pace.

That is Iasi, the city brings the light to people earlier than any others in Romania.

Shakira-Gypsy

I had a four-day trip around Transilvania.

Too much to say, see the pictures.

I heard this song when Janet thumbed the ride to Săbăoani, Adela's hometown. I love the song.

There are some gypsies living in Iaşi.

I don't want to have prejudice, really.

But I am still afraid of them.

People avoid them, but when they come and ask for money, people still talk to them, in the language I don't understand. They say no, but I guess there are more than just no.

Usually they are kids and women. I saw a man in Bucureşti, but they are few anyway.

They live in the open air, like the illegal buildings in Taiwan's countryside.

They have arms and legs. They are not blind or dumb. They are reddish, mostly thin, and with big eyes.

But still there are some larger, wearing the colorful bazaar dress. Often these are old ladies and their wrinkles are heavy.

They are just like the ones sleeping in the Taipei Train Station. And they are more like living people. They don't smell bad.

If you ignore them, they will ignore you too.

They are not homeless.

They have their own lives. They worlds are separated here.

I like the song anyway.

----

Broke my heart
On the road
Spent the weekend
Sewing the pieces back on

Friends and thoughts pass me by
Walking gets too boring
When you learn how to fly

Not the homecoming kind
Take the top off
And who knows what you might find

Won't confess all my sins
You can bet I'll try it
But I can't always win


Chorus

'Cause I'm a gypsy
Are you coming with me?
I might steal your clothes
And wear them if they fit me
I never made agreements
Just like a gypsy
And I won't back down
'Cause life's already bit me
And I won't cry
I'm too young to die
If you're gonna quit me
'Cause I'm a gypsy

('Cause I'm a gypsy)


Verse 2

I can't hide
what I've done
Scars remind me
Of just how far that I've come
To whom it may concern
Only run with scissors
When you want to get hurt

Chorus

I said hey you
You're no fool
If you say 'NO'
Ain't it just the way life goes?
People fear what they don't know
Come along for the ride, Oh yeah
Come along for the ride, whoo-hoo

Internship day8-te iubesc.

Lasvan looked me in the eye and told me this today.

Then I melted. His eyes are blue-grey like a morning lake.

I melted every day in my kindergarten.

Let's talk about how I go to the kindergarten cuz that's not a long story, for I have to go to Iulius Mall at 1530 for buying Mada's b present.

I want to talk about people, including teachers, mici, and 7y children.

Also I have to say how I eat like in paradise and how I have fun with them.

I am tooooo easy to be satisfied.

Ok.

I walk every day from B-dul Independei to Str. Spital Pașcanu.

Closer to the center, there are some people waiting for the bus. While waiting, they stare at me, and I stare back, thinking if they want poze. At the end of the B-dul, there is a nice little shop selling cheap fruit. The seller is gorgeous. She is blonde and with a nice smile, and she told me I should come next time. She speaks very well in EN. I definitely will go, for the apple is delicious.

It takes approximately 30 mins to climb up to the hill and walk by some funny pink house and some building under construction, which looks really like a hunted house.

The road is sometimes rocky, sometimes smooth. But anyway, they all climb up, leading me to the yellow paradise.

On the way, there might be some roads also under construction. There might be some scholar-like old man and some kind old woman who will grab your arm and tell you which is the right way to the destination.

Moreover, there might be some people wearing like gypsies. But for me, I do nothing and so I really bear a mind that they won't hurt me.

I often breathe like a cow when I am up on the hill. I think I don't need to find a stadium anymore, for I walk a lot and run a lot in the kindergarten.

And so, I get to the yellow wood house with a lot of maze-like rooms.

It is getting to be my home.

Te iubesc, Penilla.

p.s. I took another way to Penilla when I lived in Tatarași. I had to get through a tranquil and peaceful cemetery. It was actually very nice cuz nobody was there, though the sun is burning. I like that place, the Eternity Gate.

Internship day4-I am fine.

I wrote some diary in my own private one but I left it in the apartment. I will type it up whenever I can.

No, I think over it right now.

No.

I went to the kindergarden Penilla these two days.

It is a really nice place which has an amazing self-

No.

I don't know why. I don't feel like typing anything right now.

I found this place incredibly beautiful when this morning I went out of Adela's apartment.

It was 04:45 in the early morning. I got out of Adela's bed because Caesar and XXX(I for got the name.)'s snoring were like orchestra, which had a unbelievably bad playing skill.

I went to the other room with Mada, Janet, Jose, and Teo inside. We checked the earliest private bus 18.

It was on at 5:00. So we went by the creepy elevator with a creepy door to downstair.

And then I felt the temperature, my favorite one. I saw the dim light, my favorite shallow blue.

I talked with Mada about the dogs and cats here in Iasi.

That's about the day 4 so far.

I love here.

Though the heat, the Internet, the staring people, the ..........are not ok.

This is where they live for the entire life. They can do so. Why not me?

Topest goal: Know the road of Iasi, be like Jose, take some pictures.

Internship day1-I love airport.

13 July Tues. 05:51 in Amsterdam time.

I was in Bangkok for the transit, for my first time, be in the place that couldn't pass me the visa for Romania. At the same time of the flight, I felt myself full of contempt. I shouldn't be so. Several times when I put back the glasses I just cleaned, I knew that I wore back more that one pair of glasses.

The KLM was good and the airport was nice too.

Thai people are cool and when on the flight, though at night, I could see the street lights shining, telling the story of fast development.

I met a mom and her daughter on the flight. Mom told me some of her experience in Thailand. Most of the time I was just listening, and I could see how she loved this place and how welcoming she was to me.

Am I the kind of person who looks entirely easy-going so that strangers want to express them to me?

After fourteen hours flight, I got to this place, Schiphol Airport in Amsterdam, Holland.

I've never felt so excited and anxious, but at the same time comforted.

It's like all the dreams all of a sudden come true, the thing that I've been eager to have for so long.

Different languages, different faces, all the things are different.

It is still the same me, sitting on the cafè table drinking coffee latte, wearing the same clothes as last time.

I am like a bad actress with cheap acting skill. No matter where I go, I know only that 101 plot.

Everything is enjoyable.

There's no Internet access here. As a matter of fact, this is better. Then I wouldn't want to go on the fb and shouting.

Nice and surreal.(What the hell is this line? It comes from Notting Hill. I love it though.)

There's no such thing as FOREIGN here.

We are all moving.

I should learn some Dutch and know the euro.

I was lying.

I need the Internet to know what to do once i get to Bucharest.

Shiiiiiit! I might be arrested by some burglars and be sold to Albania to be some little prostitute. Just like the one in the movie blablabla I forgot, the one the American police father comes to Middle East Europe to save his daughter.

My father wouldn't do this. But anyway, that might happen.

I need to know what I gonna do.

Give me the godamn Internet.

Everything is unknown.( I just hear the French report, how amazing.)

Everything is amazing.

We got nice 15c here. I love cold.

Being murmuring now.

bye.

mindset, last day in TPE

I haven't got the visa yet.

But the thing is that I can't do anything about it anyway.

I wait.

These days I pack my package, thinking what is the thing that I could take to Romania and present to them.

A LOT.

I think of how abundant Taiwan is and how travel can make a person see oneself once again.

Learn to make pearl milk tea.

IELTS transcript.

Apple learning.

clean up the room.

movies, books, exhibitions...

Listen to AIESEC songs every day and get obsessed to them.

So after all these, I close my eyes and find that I can make both a perfect blue map.

And either can be enjoyable.

I start out once more an unforgettable experience, not only for others but also for myself.

Always bear this in mind.

I begin to believe that, only those who can lead oneself and others can give.

Always be ready for the worst situation, but at the same time be optimistic.

Get yourself challenged as well as challenge those kids. :)

btw, my first time on the flight other than Cathy and Eva.

so excited!! I am going on the land of Netherlands!

Netherlands go!!

(But I am with Spain.)

Xing

很多我身邊的你們都遇到困難，

因為你們不是AIESECers，也許並沒有認知到這一路上，

本來就是有許多困難。

可能是因為語言，因為文化，因為某某個環節出了問題....

當你們抱怨，三番兩次我都想大叫「這就是有趣的地方啊」，

可是我沒有，

一是我是AIESECer，不想讓別人討厭，

二是我常常很難去說服別人，

二是你們真的很雖，我很容易一腳踏入別人的鞋，雖然我也超雖的，

但

正因為我是AIESECer，我更應該要說服你們，

正因為我同理心旺盛因為我也處於pissed off狀態，我更應該要讓你們知道學習點，

one is accept

two is do something.

Make nothing into something.

從match到visa，我對台灣狀態實在感到無奈，

卻又充滿信心....

中央日報-網路報

本報社評----申根免簽證:活路外交又一大成果

報載歐盟（European Union, EU）執委會7月5日通過提案，將台灣納入「免申請申根簽證國家及地區」的名單中，待歐洲議會和歐洲理事會審議通過後，台灣就可比照新加坡、日本、香港和南韓，享有90天入境歐洲25個申根公約締約國、以及羅馬尼亞、保加利亞、塞普路斯等共28國的免簽證待遇，這是馬總統推動活路外交（Modus Vivendi）的又一重大成果。

　自2008年5月馬總統就職後，兩岸關係顯著改善，展現和平穩定、繁榮發展的新局，台海情勢由過去的「殺戮戰場」轉變為「和平廣場」，台灣也從麻煩製造者（Trouble Maker）轉換為和平製造者（Peace Maker），兩岸關係的和平發展不但獲得兩岸人民的高度讚賞，也受到美、日、歐盟等主要國家的高度歡迎與肯定，更大幅拓展台灣的國際活動空間，我們舉其犖犖大者：

　首先，2008年8月，台灣國際貿易法權威、台灣大學教授羅昌發於獲選為世界貿易組織（WTO）「補貼暨平衡稅措施委員會」（CSCM）常設專家。CSCM由五位補貼及貿易法律專家組成，兩岸專家首度同時獲選出任WTO常設專家，且全球僅有五位專家，兩岸就有二位，這象徵兩岸在國際組織場域的雙贏象徵。

　其次，2008年11月前副總統連戰代表我國參加亞太經濟合作會議（APEC）年會，這是過去十七年來我國出席層級最高的一次，2009年11月連前副總統再度代表我國參加APEC年會，使台灣的國際能見度大為增加，連前副總統並在會議期間與多國代表團舉行雙邊會議，使我國大幅開拓與其他國家的實質關係。

　第三，2008年12月我國加入了「政府採購協定」（Government Procurement Agreement, GPA），我國正式參與國際GPA運作，這將使歐美國家更有意願來台投資。

　第四，2009年1月我國被納入「國際衛生條例 （International Health Regulation, IHR）」規範體系。2009年5月 我國正式加入WHA成為觀察員，使我國的醫療衛生體系正式與國際接軌。

　第五，自2009年3月3日起，台灣人民赴英國半年內免簽證，使我國與英國關係的進展快速，提升雙方旅遊與經貿的實質關係。

　第六，2009年7月高雄市舉辦世界運動會。2009年9月 台北市舉辦聽障奧運會，馬總統皆開幕致詞，使我國的國際能見度大幅提升。

　此外2009年台灣也從美國超級三○一觀察名單中除名，象徵我國智慧財產權保護的新境界，受到美國政府的高度肯定。2009年12月台灣在日本札幌設立辦事處，凡此種種皆代表我國國際活動空間的大幅提昇。

　馬總統就任後，兩岸關係走向和平、發展、繁榮的道路，海基、海協兩會先後舉行五次「江陳會談」，簽署14項協議與發表陸資來台一項共同聲明，這14項協議有如海基會江丙坤董事長所說，在海基、海協兩會所搭建的平台上，再建14條高速公路，大幅拉近兩岸人民的「實際距離」、更縮短了兩岸人民的「心理距離」。

　現在兩岸海空直航、大陸觀光客來台、食品安全合作、金融合作、郵政合作、司法互助、陸資來台等，都已經相繼實施，兩岸一日生活圈已經建立。這對兩岸關係的和平發展有極大的幫助。這對兩岸人民最有利，也是兩岸人民共同追求的目標。未來兩岸基於歷史、血緣、文化等各方面的淵源，或是基於經濟合作的事實需要，台灣人民會在自願的前提下，與大陸同胞攜手合作，共同建立民主、自由、均富的現代化制度。

　由事實可知，兩岸關係改善後，台灣的國際活動空間大幅提升，對於台灣企業與人民有極大的幫助。台灣在馬總統的領導下，一定會充分發揮智慧來處理兩岸關係，希望大陸方面也能以更開闊的胸懷來對待台灣，建立長期和平、穩定、繁榮的互動架構，也使兩岸在國際場合能攜手合作，大幅提升兩岸在國際的影響力，並且共同為兩岸後代子孫開創一個安全、安定、永續的生活環境，這是兩岸中華民族之福，也是世界人民之福。

蠻馬的，重點是其中的facts.

Romania－application&visa

27 March- SRB passed

up form

checking forms

crazy matching

73 mailings，33 positive and negative replies

18 April- reply by Tina

4 May- accepted by International Kindergarten (Penilla)

finding travel agency

flight ticket

RO infos

26 May- documents to TPE visa

went to Hong Kong

get back passport

6 June-resending docs to The Embassy of Romania in Bangkok, Thailand

18 June- Bangkok visa officer Miclea goes on a vacation

endless application process continued

made as many international phone calls as I can

TPE Tony Lin＆lady for RO visa＆Tina, Teo in Iasi effortful help

25 June- change the flights, call to RO, Penilla still welcoming me

calls between RO&HK&Shanghai

RO officer extremely is nice

7 June- Shanghai making me nervous

9 June- visa express heading to me

人非常好!

負責積極親切!

台北簽證中心

http://www.tpevisa.com.tw/

台北市南京東路一段86號7樓705室

0221001991

送件處：Romania Embassy in Bangkok, Thailand

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We still need to prepare ourselves with every kind of situations, mentally,

because there is no way to know what would happen with every section.

This thing was really pissing me off.

I was totally angry about Bangkok for their attitude

but then I realized that this was one of the challenges I needed to conquer.

When I called Miclea, he was already in the airport heading for Romania.

He said he had done everything he could and there was nothing he could do.

Then I wished him a great vacation.

I learned a lot from all these.

I did not give up, nor did I hold much hope.

Do all the things you can, then waiting is being practiced.

Many appreciations to people helping me along the way.

Tony Lin, RO lady in TPE, Tina, Teo, officer in RO...

Iasi, Romania,

see you soon. :)

公車

我每天都要坐公車。

還在上學的時候還好，來回幾乎都是騎一把自小學六年級就買的粉紅色腳踏車。

但現在放假又兼上目的地都有一點距離，我每天都要坐公車。

我在公車上看到一對姊弟，下車前，要按鈴，

兩人用手臂打架爭相要按下那紅色的按鈕。

姊姊贏了。

我在公車上看到一對姊弟，和他們的阿姨，

要下車了，姊姊一隻手握著幾枚硬幣，框啷啷投進零錢箱，

然後怯諾諾和司機說謝謝，

弟弟和阿姨先下了車，弟弟巴著阿姨的腳，

哭嚷著也要投幣。

我在公車站看到一家四口，兄妹和他們的父母，

二十路來了，兄妹跳上跳下說：「 20來了20來了！」

開心的不得了。

但是有一天他們將不再爭奪，不再對平凡的事物感到巨大的喜悅，

只是冷冷的，機械性的，

連一個「噢你來了阿」的念頭也不會有。

就上車了。

我每天都要坐公車，

每天都會見到平凡的不得了的台北人和觀光客。

有趣地不得了。

Did you know?

07/04 sNCF in CCLC

delivered by BIG ISSUE in TW- 李取中

Stay hungry; stay fresh. - Steve Jobs

stay hungry 是指真的飢餓，想你每一口飯的味道，細細的品味。

stay fresh 是對任何事的新鮮感，不要被人類文明貼標籤。對未知永遠感到好奇，為什麼你眼前的玫瑰真的就是玫瑰呢？是否你也感知了它的顏色與氣味？

07/08

Street Dance

想來，如果我學跳舞。

一座溫熱的島嶼

前些日子的溫度創民國九十四年以來新高，但我其實並不很有難以熱受的感覺。

從冷氣房裡出來的時候，皮膚還是乾燥的，唯有脖子周圍一陣熱意，

走在晚間的敦化南路，我想像那些金髮碧眼白皮膚的人在台灣的感覺，

必定是每一顆毛孔都在張著嘴巴大喊：「我好熱！」

可是想一想，這樣一個副熱帶的國家，

一種浪漫的美意從你們對遠方的選擇來看，早已不自覺升起吧？

所以其實我也感到一種浪漫的美意，即使最困難的是我要學習面對自己最人性的那一部分。

【遊記】 尼斯‧美好的Ending

posted by Nicherie in 背包客棧

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我想起在EZE的Le Nid d'Aigle喝咖啡那個午後，
落坐處只看得一角藍天白雲，
晴朗暖風讓賣香料的小販打起瞌睡，
那是我曾經好喜歡，卻好久沒碰見的，
下午的氣息。

2009.12.31，去年的最後一天。
看完電影回家的路上，我照慣例胡思亂想，要怎麼回顧這一年呢？

我想到2009.3.8，離開巴黎的那天早上，很冷。

天還沒亮。

在清晨的巴黎搭地鐵不是一件浪漫的事，我拿著行李走進黑暗老舊並且充滿塗鴉（當然還是略遜羅馬一籌）的地鐵，搖搖晃晃到里昂車站。一陣忙亂與錯誤下，竟然在最後10分鐘拿到了我的TGV車票，甚至還買了早餐趕上火車。

2個小時與4個小時後，我先後被查票員和南方陽光喚醒，好險我是搭錯了車廂，而不是搭錯了車。

否則，我不會去了NICE。

※ NICE的港口，標準的蔚藍海岸風光

為什麼會來這裡？
因為我剛好買到一張特價22歐巴黎往NICE的TGV票。

為什麼是這裡？
因為買到特價票，這裡又超神奇是前往義大利的中繼點。

為什麼喜歡這裡？
因為這裡有溫暖的陽光，海浪的聲音，黃色粉紅色橘色的粉刷公寓，好吃的冰淇淋，火車站可以寄放行李，Tram好現代化好方便，英文有法國腔的旅遊中心小姐很有耐心，我的HOST Fabien&Marie親切又熱情，他們的小孩Manon&Baltiste和我無法溝通卻又莫名能溝通。

噢，連我問路的路人都超級好心還認出我的筆記本是MUJI。

而且，我的感冒到這邊就好了。

NICE is what a nice place！

我相信每個人對每個地方的評價，都和經歷的故事息息相關。

就是這麼巧的，我在NICE都沒有遇到壞人，除了買到有一點難吃的 PANINI之外...（但連老闆人都很好喔）前往義大利的巴士要提早發車，我都可以幸運的提早知道，還幸運地有借宿host願意在半夜三點載我去巴士站。

對，半夜三點。
只因為他們覺得太危險，覺得這是他們應該做的。


我離開NICE時，
就是這樣滿滿的感動，滿滿的喜歡，滿滿的捨不得。

※ EZE Village，築於山臨於海的鷲巢村

我不知道人一輩子可以去多少地方，
但旅行回來之後，我發現其實一輩子一點都不長。

不長，所以很多事情沒辦法重來。
我錯過羅馬的卡拉卡拉浴場，而我可能這輩子都不會再去羅馬了。

不長，所以很多事情無法猶豫。
因為我猶豫著要到下個地方再換旅支，最後吃了一頓大冤枉餐才換成。

不長，所以很多人可能都不會再見面了。
例如尼斯的host Fabien&Marie，例如羅馬的host Libby，例如義大利巧遇的Matida，例如許多好心的路人。


可是我們卻不斷在給自己設門檻

「我希望25歲能去歐洲玩」
「我希望30歲前能存到第一筆100萬」
「我希望這輩子能買一棟自己的房子」

我們總是在希望，卻到最後發現什麼都沒有。

真正想做的事情，就會是第一順位。
預計達成的目標，就得努力去完成。


所以我開始不期待夢想，學著定目標。
也或許是關於成功、關於夢想這件事有點空泛，慢慢的就消極了。

就像最會鼓勵人的五月天說的：「如果我們真的無力改變世界，那就改變自己」 吧。

至少，不要讓自己有後悔的機會。

※ EZE，飄著法國國旗的窗台

我很慶幸我當時衝動辭了職，很慶幸我的朋友們怎麼這麼剛好都在歐洲唸書，
讓我有充裕的時間、有限的預算完成了這趟旅程。

因為我一點都不確定，如果我當初沒辭職，我會不會去一個半月，會不會去這麼多地方，會不會再環島一次，
會不會，有重新開始人生的覺悟。

※ EZE咖啡廳的那一角藍天白雲

2009年，如果該有一個美好的ending，
那應該得是這段我最珍藏的旅行回憶。

2009年，如果是開始實踐目標的第一步，
那之後還會有更多更多，在這不長的人生中，我會帶走的東西。

那是這個世界教我的事。

※ 從NICE最高處--城堡公園俯瞰市區

internet

網路世界好像一個螺旋無盡的宇宙，從這裡連結到那哩，Wiki-Myspace-YouTube-blog...

好像鳴槍起跑之後才發現叉路有更多風景可看，就一直不停跑，最後到了終點又跑過頭，感覺全身汗流浹背，

腦眼昏花，這才意識到自己竟走火入魔，身陷資訊黑洞，認真反省自己的定力竟是如此脆弱，

所以對我來說上網也是一種修行。

so true.

整理

整理離去前的照片, 想起會這麼記得小時候的事情的原因,

就是因為翻遍媽媽為我們照的每一張綁著小辮子與穿著小裙子的模樣.

我記得每一個地方的味道, 記得陽光與雨水的溫度,

記得車站報名的聲音, 記得耳邊揚起的腔調.

清清楚楚.

如湧現, 如日落前陽光灑在海岩上的閃亮.

玩具總動員III

沒有看過一二集, 只記得小時候隱隱約約看過幾次Disney的卡通集,

大約是在妙妙熊與邦妮之間,

也記得曾經過麥當勞的系列玩具.

不知道為什麼會哭, 也許是因為一直以來, 當Andy十七歲去上大學, 我們也隨著他去長大,

也可能是因為這是我這一輩人小時候的記憶.

沒有哪個小孩會不愛自己的玩具.

想起自己曾經咬著長頸龍的頭, 米老鼠圓黑的鼻子,

無數個不同髮色的芭比, 樂高小人, 串珠珠, 黏土....

一連串不同等級的玩具, 顯示了我的成長史.

甚麼時候我開始不玩玩具, 甚麼時候我開始收藏玩具?

基隆帶到台北來的, 也許就剩下藍色狗狗了.

並且塞在床底的抽屜裡.

這樣也和Mr. Potato被丟在盒子裡差不多是嗎?

應該不是的吧?

只看再看一眼, 我都會記起那時候的情景,

每一個.

We will always be together.

Shantaram 項塔蘭

She said, "I know what it is like to be dead

I know what it is to be sad."

And she is making me feel like I've never been born.

一年後, 我再度拾起這本我著迷了大半學期的書.

一年後我的心境再也不如當時, 即便那書中字句還是觸動我對遠方的遐思.

不斷想著年復一年後一切的模樣與氣味.

我是靠著氣味去辨識時空的.

當凝視著一群人,

你是否也會猜測有多少人的心裡是寧靜的?

有多少人心裡還藏著某些揮之不去的夢靨?

有多少人還掛念著遠方的親人朋友與愛人?

有多少人.....

"我最想去印度."

break through

6/5從HK回來到今天, 我終於把記錄寫完,

每一個被放大的細節, 每一個不斷在腦中重播的畫面,

說是寫完也不盡然, 那個moment之後的每一秒,

都是在恍惚中度過.

不寫了, 不想再做夢了, 不想再有所寄望.

其實早早認清的現實, 與當下那個正反面的我早已經達成協議.

I wasn't born yesterday.