根本就無法決定到底喜歡哪邊多一點想付出多一點

想做到平均但又做不到

吃飯也要吃菜阿

suddenly

I miss my old boss, tsai, who always sent me a song from youtube when i am working.

SRB board today.

I think i'll never conquer my weakness.

Every time i read it, after, there'll be bars in front of me.

temporary and subtle.

But there is.

I am expecting the first ______ you will tell me.

notes

When I was in the shower few minutes ago,

my lost bike and my childhood connections,

OGX stuffs, you said i was brainwashed,

weekends of AIESEC,

temperature on dashboard showing 3C in iasi,

weathers recently,

writings on drama and screenplay, the bus 41 and the R.A.T.P.(or RAPT ?) 41,

recruitment in the world and the celebration(why the hell is that?),

the last day in AIESEC office they were discussing recruitment stuffs, you called me saying that you couldn't make it,

FangMin's language in AIESEC world,

to whom it may concern,

come to my mind.

Never take it lightly the thoughts you have when in a shower.

擁擠

阿拉伯之夜

PBoX

新鞋

你現在來幹嘛

我不在裡面

我太容易被你影響了

今天告訴他們不要東做西做什麼都沒做

約莫不是我也這樣嗎

我不敢告訴你不想告訴你

我想繼續打球

我會進步的

Universe in our ears

怎麼會有這麼適合用聽的劇本－－阿拉伯之夜

筆者對聽「讀劇」這件事情的興趣不太大，誠實說，除非唸的那一個人是我夢寐已久的偶像，否則我何必要花同樣的錢去「看」一齣用「唸」的戲？

意外拜讀了《阿拉伯之夜》這一個劇本。改變了我某些想法：搞不好，有些戲，用「聽」的，樂趣竟然會更多！

劇中角色皆生活在一棟大樓裡（除了一個對面的偷窺狂，但是他最後也來到這一棟十層樓高的大樓），一個近年來最炎熱、但是七樓以上卻剛好完全缺水的日子。就在這一天，五個人的命運串連在一起。

作者運用了天氣（炎熱）和水的聽覺（但明明缺水）營造出一個漂亮的慾望想像；劇中角色不斷第一人稱和第三人稱的瞬間轉換，製造出一種疏離又引人入勝的說故事情懷。打破台詞線性的書寫方式，演員在不同空間，說著異曲同工之妙的話，只因此刻的思緒有一種冥冥之中的巧合。

聽覺，成為貫穿本劇最重要的元素，而這一個聽覺，竟還富有方向性：垂直、水平雙向進行。一場電梯故障的意外，讓法蒂瑪從七樓往地面層移動的過程、對面偷窺狂卡帕地潛入對面C棟樓；動彈不得的卡利爾在電梯裡面內外奮戰；加上進進出出，上樓又下樓的管理員洛麥爾，處處都隱含著豐富的聽覺移動感。

當然還不只這些，從完全記不住前一天發生什麼事的法蘭戚斯卡的喃喃夢境開始，劇情大膽地急轉至一個現實與虛幻交會的魔鏡中，慾望和忌妒被點燃，夢境和現實早已分不清楚，所有綺麗幻想，在最後一刻白蘭地酒杯的墜落中，猛然醒來。

用聽的，才知道原來想像比視覺，擁有更多無限可能的方向：阿拉伯之夜。

－－蔡柏璋（台南人劇團藝術總監）

Universe in our ears

我覺得符宏征導演一直在進步、或可以說是自我超越。

這個劇本好玩的地方是，劇情是五條線，像是一種非常有趣的眾聲喧嘩。裡面有些東西是互相關連的，有些東西則各自發展，最後竟然這麼巧妙的交錯，或著說集結在一起。有些地方是逐漸的「合」，有些地方其實是某種程度上的「分」，那種分分合合的趣味，我覺得非常非常的好玩。

－－李幼鸚鵡鵪鶉（影評人）

幹

電影和講座都在二五是怎麼一回事

waiting

"All these people were there, together, in this one place. But some of them had

never known each other, while others failed to recognise each other now. And

there were things about them which were never to be known for certain, while

others were only to await another opportunity in order to reveal themselves."

Boris Pasternak, Doctor Zhivago

有些人在等待屬於他們的年齡.

nach

作者 vivcarpediem (vivcarpediem) 看板 BlueDot

標題 [藍點] 再一次

時間 Thu Oct 21 16:58:34 2010

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昨天晚上刷牙的時候突然腦袋中閃過一句話：

我看到一群很敢夢想的人，我也看到一群會受傷的人。

這種事我還不清楚嗎。

可是那又怎樣呢？

慢慢的覺得能被傷害也許是很可貴的，

那代表有甚麼事在你生命中是重要的，那代表你在捍衛著些甚麼。

我又要進入那個理想界與現象界迴圈的過程了。　:)

好人的故事

作者 shadow6064 (EK) 看板 ekishere

標題 [低調] 好人的故事

時間 Fri Oct 8 17:15:37 2010

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你說得沒錯，我是個差勁的人。

但誰又算得上是好人？

昨天嘗試從糾結在一塊的腳踏車串中，把我那笨重而醒目的大紅腳踏車拔出來，結果不但

沒拔成，還撞倒了旁邊一排腳踏車。我看著它們像骨牌一樣，沒有自我意識、因引力牽引

而相繼仆塌，有那麼一剎那竟想起許昌街那棟夢魘般的壽德大樓。似人龍的學生潮在大廳

突然很守秩序地排成一排等待電梯。沒有任何交談。現場全然靜默。每一個學生皆活死人

般走進電梯廂。廂內的人潮密度把靜默更壓縮至森然死寂。我不知道擺出什麼姿勢看起來

才自然。然後全部在同一層樓拖著死屍的步伐遊蕩出電梯廂。這也是為什麼，當我有一天

補課時發現左右、甚至一整排的學生，都盯著電視螢幕裡同一位老師目不轉睛時，我感到

毛骨悚然，立即決定要離開這個地方。我覺得我每天做的只是乖乖地走進這隻巨獸的嘴裡

，沒有任何自我意識。（現在想想，這或許也是整個教育體制的片面縮影？）

把我從夢魘拉回現實的是一位好心的路人。他義不容辭地幫我把腳踏車都扶了起來，在我

不知道是傻住還是無奈還是仍沉浸在夢魘中的時候。

謝謝。不會。謝謝。不會。

兩遍重複的對話。難以名狀的感謝。

這是我遇到的好人的故事。

紐西蘭新勢力

作者 shadow6064 (EK) 看板 ekishere

標題 [音樂] The Naked And Famous

時間 Sun Oct 10 00:23:16 2010

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紐西蘭新勢力，超親民。

All of This

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mCHuNpkGvSo

Punching in a Dream

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OCcUXEC5_eU

Young Blood 讓他們飛上天的歌

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WdO85Qf4Poc

No Way

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yiJYZGt5paQ

Girls Like You

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wqm49mNZDOE

1011 NC TOY STORY

10/10

10:58

My first training experience was cosi cosi.

Facing those faces, I felt myself exposed and broken.

Things did not go well as I thought it could be.

When I was on that stage, i felt that the line of the micro almost suffocated me and the largeness of the stage almost sunk me in.

I was nervous; not the kind trembled me but the kind frizzed me.

Now the most pitiful thing was that they did not know the motivating sentences that were supposed to describe Anca.

Hope I wish they could be motivated by her.

I did not manage the audience well. I dare not ask team supporter/faci to do something.

I asked for OC directly in the stage. I was chatting while delegates were sharing.

But at least I did not screw it. I got four heads in general.

Because of these people…

Facis taught them their knowledge and experience. They made my session colorful and motivating. Specially thanks to Tina and Gin, they made me thought that my arrangement could have been effective.

Team supporters, especially TFLC LCP, initiatively helped me to lead the discussion. I hope that you all learned something while listening to members' dreams.

Yoyo helped me with logistics, his jokes, and his stories.

ITtT helped me with the video clip that motivated them, shocked them into change.

Ginger helped me with her detailedness and a friend's mind support.

Winnie designed this wonderful session structure, if it weren't for her, the experienced faces won't have the chance to share with members; the members wont have known these amazing pasts; my session won't be applauded.

Now I understand Will's saying, "How I wish I could be the delegates; how I wish I could participate the events."

It is because we all are the ones behind the stage, we all try so hard to evolve them, make them enjoy and learn. We want to learn from others to so too. We want to be white again and cravely absorb.

My first time seeing how a conference handling, the meeting at night impressed me.

I should grow up and talk like you, having thoughts and express them.

My first holding of a conference. It somehow compensated the loss of not involving in DFLL campings.

Newie Conference south in SYLC, we stressed, learned, grew, slept less than not enough, danced, drunk, party, and met lots of people, Shin, Micheal, Hank, Yoyo…..

If I were in North, I wouldn't get to know these wonderful people.

Thank you all.

One more thing is that we somehow did not have face ream building, everyone's session was kinda separated and we were individuals, instead of a team. There were this atmosphere underneath.

21:43

on the bus

In the closing plenary, yoyo was there, making everyone reflect.

I am only a member, it's my second year in AEISEC.

I applied to be a face because I believe that this could make me closer to him.

After ITtT, I have this thought that perhaps Will was right, I should be inTM function.

Also, I did ME&IMPACT, a rather soft and TMthing.

I could have motivate them if i did make my session successful, if I did say out all the words I supposed to.

I am so glad that I come to south one, meeting this great people.

Hank said that two years ago, he was a new in NC, his teammates now are all VPs.

He wanted us to cherish the one now sit next to us, for he/she may be the one accompanying us through all AIESEC life.

Ginger is the one.

Little House--Amanda Seyfried

There are so many things that we do not know.

And our hearts beat for that.

You help me grow.

I read your letter thoroughly. You said it was a success.

I thought of those days every day, every episode of my recent life is connected to the life month ago.

Adela said she is back now to Iasi.

BACK.

And where can I be back to, and from where?

41

我看著視窗一個一個消失, 慢慢恢復呼吸.

儘管三十頁的41還是停在封面, Craus還沒搭上巴士.

Anca回了我一封好長的信, 我好感動, 如果星期六不能講她的故事, 我對不起她.

和妳聊天, 我總覺得因為那些一起晚睡的日子, 我交到了一些很棒的朋友.

I talk to God as mush as I talk to Satan cuz I want to hear both sides.

閃電

昨天晚上下了大雨, 也有閃電.

我想起阿嬤家, 以及那天在cluj的第一場大雨.

為什麼他們沒有閃電呢？

為什麼現在那裏是八度呢？