L'insouciance est le seul sentiment qui puisse inspirer notre vie et ne pas disposer d'arguments pour se défendre.
-- Françoise Sagan

Tuesday, January 31, 2017

https://qz.com/886041/a-recruiter-analyzed-results-from-3000-tech-interviews-to-find-the-most-successful-candidate-traits/

https://techcrunch.com/2017/01/26/real-time-performance-review-platform-reflektive-raises-25m-series-b-round/
G先生昨天告訴我,他愛帆船,給我看了他賞鳥的照片。
那雙睫毛一眨一眨的。

20170122
--
G先生的相框裡,有年輕的他在帆船上,但我看見的是一片藍色地中海的底端,就是阿爾巴尼亞。

Sunday, January 29, 2017

如果


如果有來生,要做一棵樹, 站成永恆。沒有悲歡的姿勢, 一半在塵土裏安詳, 一半在風裏飛揚; 一半灑落蔭涼, 一半沐浴陽光。 非常沉默、非常驕傲。 從不依靠、從不尋找。

如果有來生,要化成一陣風, 一瞬間也能成為永恆。 沒有善感的情懷, 沒有多情的眼睛。 一半在雨裏灑脫, 一半在春光裏旅行; 寂寞了,孤自去遠行, 把淡淡的思念統帶走, 從不思念、從不愛戀;

如果有來生,要做一只鳥, 飛越永恆,沒有迷途的苦惱。 東方有火紅的希望,南方有溫暖的巢床, 向西逐退殘陽,向北喚醒芬芳。


如果有來生, 希望每次相遇, 都能化為永恆。

--
三毛,《如果有來生》

Saturday, January 28, 2017

昨晚夢到在安樂國小的中場和基基老頓們打球。

Thursday, January 26, 2017

https://www.thinkwithgoogle.com/articles/marketing-generation-x-youtube-behavior-trends.html

Wednesday, January 25, 2017

13小時的飛機很久嗎?
她飛了十三小時來尋找她的夢想,你卻覺得很久嗎?
世界很大你知道嗎?

我願意飛十三小時,單純的為了一間7-11.

好生氣。

5

我在廚房找到在倫敦買的檸檬口味的餅乾和lemon curd。
從來就不怎麼喜歡檸檬口味的東西。(檸檬水是另一回事)

檸檬卡拉雞腿堡、檸檬塔、檸檬xyz(甚至想不出來有什麼東西是檸檬口味的)。
檸檬在印象裡,和薄荷是同一種類別,因為太過喜歡薄荷的緣故,討厭檸檬。

選擇冰淇淋的時候,會選擇檸檬口味的人,是什麼個性呢?
心理測驗:
1) 憤世忌俗
2) 只歡不愛
3) 自私自利
4) 反覆不定
5) 以上皆是


好想吃the diner的彩虹沙拉呀。

I follow river

https://www.skyscanner.fr/transport/vols/pari/opo/170414/170417/tarifs-de-paris-a-porto-en-avril-2017.html?adults=1&children=0&adultsv2=1&childrenv2=&infants=0&cabinclass=economy&rtn=1&preferdirects=false&outboundaltsenabled=false&inboundaltsenabled=false&ref=home#results

http://www.voyages-sncf.com/proposition?clientId=5010d54f-f9d4-4cc1-8046-e4235afb8c27&language=fr&country=FR#!/

https://www.skyscanner.fr/transport/vols/pari/tia/vols-pas-chers-de-paris-a-tirana.html?adults=1&children=0&adultsv2=1&childrenv2&infants=0&cabinclass=economy&rtn=1&preferdirects=false&outboundaltsenabled=false&inboundaltsenabled=true&oym=1707&iym=1707&selectedoday=01&selectediday=01

april Porto
feb Clermont-Ferrand
jun jul T B

When the hell can i go to poland??!!


Places i ve been to and really wanna go to.


He made up his mind tonight and i made up mine too.
just piss off.

I need a long long vacation.

I gave him an apple today; he held it with two hands, sincerely.
At least there are sincere people on the street. I can have their smile in exchange of an apple.
Simple, straight, and no other advantages involved.
I have their warmness, they have mine, and that's it.

I thought of the very first night he asked me out; that was the most perfect night we've ever spent together.
That was the beginning of the winter; this damn cold winter.
I admired many things about him. And I thought admiration was the most important thing.
But actually no, it's not; the imagination is the most important thing.
The poor imagination.

Copy, over, copy, over, over.

She's coming back tomorrow.
Miss you so so so much.

Monday, January 23, 2017

What Would You Do If You Weren’t Afraid?


Design is intelligence made visible.

Image and perception help drive value; without an image there is no perception.




Swingala 2016 - Skye Humphries & Frida Segerdahl

Show some fucking passion




props
what do you dance
body language
storytelling (Gent Gelgium Couchsurfing, i have to abandon you for a dancing class)
some facts (baker)
audience participation (hook, charleston)

Grand bal swing, stage, Chalet du lac

Friday, January 20, 2017

我的歌聲裡

室友半夜播這首歌,我等待他告訴我tu as 'linteret的意思,下飯。
聽情歌的時候,就是戀愛了,Ana說。

可是還是有點懷疑呀。
我們愛的是什麼呢?
我覺得自己想要一個未來。
當我看見的好的,還是無法盲目地看不見其他。

這首歌帶我的記憶回去幾年前,從那張CD開始的戀情。


Tuesday, January 17, 2017

tho i am glad i met you all

無法分享無法解釋的話,就會被誤會。

我無法解釋,我恨解釋。

希望這一切從來就沒有發生。
希望我從來就沒有告訴他我想加入這場競賽。

人人都希望崇尚的,我並不想要;但往往我都以為我想要。
因為我是一個沒有標準的人。
像灑網,像釣魚。

沒魚蝦也好。


我要的,我都得不到。
--

我什麼都沒做。
而就是因為我什麼都沒做,我什麼也不在乎,才會這樣失去了所在乎的人。

Sunday, January 15, 2017

J

是我來決定時麼時候結束。

一個陪我走了十一年的鬧鐘,一個陪我度過隆德與巴黎的時鐘,最近無論換過多少個妳替我帶來的小白兔勁量電池,都再也走不動了。
我懷疑是為什麼,我懷疑是否因為將它置於地下室,將它置於不顧了一陣子,而讓它停止轉動。
它座在那裡,永遠指著我念起它而轉動它的當下,無數個當下,但也僅止於如此而已。當我看著它,提醒我的不是當下,而是前一個當下。
如果不能再與時光並行,如果再也無法帶我前進,無法喚醒我,無法讓我期待早晨,那麼就也只是一項可以丟棄的卻充滿回憶的物件而已。

是我來決定什麼時候結束。

--
快回來吧,海邊的女人,我念你念得兇,特別是此時。

Tuesday, January 10, 2017

Sunday, January 08, 2017

想念卻不想見的人。
想見卻不想念的人。

明明這樣簡單的事情卻可以這樣複雜,正常嗎?
「時間一直走,沒有盡頭,只有路口。」
──馬力《擺渡人》

Saturday, January 07, 2017

Ambition in life

I thought of what he had told me once, that his dream was to have a family and become a father.
I felt so tiny at that time; I felt that all the things I wanted could not come from this guy.

And now, a bit older than what he was at that time, I understand. I understand that how these things can give you happiness, the ultimate happiness from everything and everyday life.

He will remain the very first person; I continue my life, and meet people like him.
She will remain the very first person; I continue my life, and perhaps will never meet people like her, because I've learnt.

All I hope for this year is to pass the exam, pass the thesis, surpass my job, get a job, pursue something tiny and long-lasting.


It will be a great lesson to learn.
I know that.

And I am prepared.

And I told him about work-life balance

All that for this god damn presentation.
Damn.

This is the last time.
Never again.

I miss so much.
And I cannot do anything.
I cannot change anything. Perhaps all this should have never begun then there won't be an end.
Damn you.

This is never a philosophy, you were so wrong, this is my way of looking things, different from yours.

That's why people say long distance can never work out, needless to say if you are in the same city.
Great.

Damn that presentation.
Damn that job I love.

I thought 2016 was a year about L.
Every great thing comes to L; but I suppose this is why 2017 needs to change.

I do not want this change.

Monday, January 02, 2017

I watched a play called The Art recommended by her today.

I was laughing, but nothing went into my mind, nor my brain.

I was kinda drifted away by my imagination for the future. About her, about him, about my career, about where I might be in a few months.

What if my identity cannot be accepted?
Can I still be me then?
If I accept you, can you accept me?

Am I still affected by my literature background?
Do I really forget about everything?

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