lu114. period kills me.

midnight, a cant sleep night again.

i can stop thinking about whats gonna happen after i come home.

languages are all mixed up;

we cannot communicate;

i cannot find the places of volleyball, volleyball cannnot find my places.

we are stuck; i am stuck;

we have no future; i have no future;

i cannot find a job with income;

the dreams are not fulfilled and new dreams come along;

family hates me;

i love you but things just cannot work itself out;

the society is not accepted; we are not accepted;

all negatives are gonna happen at one time and at once.

we have fun but those are temporary;

i am fragile; we are fragile;

i dont fit in; i lost my optimism;

i am not healthy;

we sit in the middle of the field; i resign;

all of us resign from what we love;

i want to move out;

theres no way to live in tp;

you have your own value and thats not what i want;

we need to talk;

the humid kills me;

i want to leave;

we have nothing in common;

i cry in the middle of the road at night;

people watch me but i cannot stop;

you dont know me;

i wait for the bus;

i wait for the bus;

i wait; we wait; they wait;

he waits to come out; 

you dont need me; i dont need you;

she is the most important person in my life and i cannot not let her down;

she actually has no expectation in me;

she loves me; she has a smooth life;

i have memories from childhood; 

i cannot forgive and forget anything;

theres no person like you who is independent and whom i can count on;

you are gone; 

your father asked about me;

i am gone;

i cry; ive never cried so much before;

the park is gone;

all stores are changed;

i stay at home all day; all day i dont wanna go out;

and now in this fuckin middle of the night i couldnt sleep and how i wish i could be there. but then what?

the thinking weather is like now, all stormy, but without a least rain.

theres nothing in return.

i dont know you.

so ultimately, i cannot have a _______________________________.

fuck you.