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Showing posts with label NORGE. Show all posts
Showing posts with label NORGE. Show all posts

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

ISFiT day15-way back into love.

00:27 in Taipei
17:27 in Amsterdam, Netherlands

I was like falling into asleep immediately right after the plane took off Oslo.
I received the mail from Bukkvollan.  I am now the big sis from that family; nothing more I could have been.
Hope I did give you sth, sty that I can give my real family.
(Two men are sitting 20 meters away playing guitar and singing in francais.  I just love this language for it could be violent and beautiful at the same time.)
I didn't really miss anything till Marcela left me, till a hug separated us.
I guess I just put too much on the power of Facebook or internet.  You were right; we lose the best part, which is that we can't touch each other.
(just dial you, guess i was just too silly that i did so.)
I miss Sunny, Marcela, and the whole bunch of you.  Ten days can't make more than that.  And you were again right; I think I can attend another ISFiT, for there won't be the same one anymore.
Everything was so simple; hugs, kisses, talks.  And why the hell I just can't do this in Taiwan?  Why I just kept waiting people to hug me?
(cest une chansan tres jolie.)

Yes.
Little finger pipi.
.
.
.
.

Can we just not go back to the reality?

And this damn cold flu is just killing me.
I need another vacation.

ISFiT day14-just give me drugs.

14:26 in Trondheim, Nova conference centre
21:26 in Taipei

People saying goodbye is just so easy.
I still remember when we were in the train station, you hugged me and pushed me onto the train to Bucuresti.  It's the last time that I felt the difficulty of departing away, or waving friends good-bye.
Nothing is easy, neither the promise.  Still the words just came out of my mouth, as if the simplicity within it will cause some reality.
I just don't feel that much.  I love you guys, but the time just too short to let me place you somewhere here in the middle.
Or the excuse could be as simple as my feeling damn unwell.  I wish I could have flew home by now, to see you and mom.  I think I wont attend uni on wed.  It's been a long time that I haven't felt so sick.  oh man.
(A very old couple just come and speak so damn well in english.  What the!)
Crushes, tolerance, friendship, conflicts, knowledge, love, and so much within my heart will stay till some day I pass away.
(Alam just told me he is 26.)
I should have spent a whole fett day with Lorange.  Everything there was just fantastic; I cant imagine a better family here in Norway.  I know the appearance exists but still, I love them all.  I wrote a long letter to them last night.  Now the thoughts have been driven away that I can say no more but appreciations and loves.
We aren't attending the closing ceremony.  We would rather stay together in nova and spend some more time here.  I would rather typing my memory and thoughts out here outside without internet than go inside pretending I am so well and laughing with you.  I just can't.
Marcela's beautiful, moaning, and cleverness; Arcelia's coolness and my implicit affection; Lenka's smile, friendliness, texts, and close; Sunny's hugs, joke, accent, and laughs; Tamar's  beautiful smile, shy voice and dancing waves; Antony's long explicit conversation, hugs, confident speaking, and smile; Marcos's funny, positive, love for kids, brazilian face…. though it's been only nine days and I felt like also being simply nine days, as long as i kept them down, they will stay here.
I still remember I sat on that long desk of schiphol airport writing my affection towards Iasi and Romania.

damn, i just miss everything over there.
i told Loranges about Lund and the futures; and the expectations were set up.  But I  am just so not sure about my future.
I feel I am so lucky.  I am the youngest here in the workshop.  I have actually no expectations before I came to ISFiT.  I set up minds for being brave and open, and I did.  But I really thought of nothing in advance.  Maybe I was just too adjusted to the international stuffs.  It;s just amazing to see how this people can back you up in the other side of the earth, that we could do something together and feel no loneliness from the people physically around us.  Yes I am not alone for doing these.  The frustrations and the sense of achievement are shared.

It's not your fault the world is being like this; it's your fault that the world stays like this.  - Deutschland.  
And I believe that yes we are just living too much in the circle and we don;t see where the resources coming from and where the wastes going away.
Can I just have some more time of myself and learning cooking?  Can I just have a little bit more taste of both life and food?  Can God just don;t let me forget about how I feel at the moment?  Can I just take the concepts with me for good?
For you, please don;t lose yourself; don;t take things for granted; be aware of the things around you.
Those who do not study life and history are bound to be condemned to repeat it.  And i just believe in this so much.  I did not go to school to become anything.  I can do whatever I like as long as I have the belief in me and lots of things.  I can do so many things, though still weak in some way.
Dream, don't forget to dream.


Don't know if there is some more to say; my head is bombing, 
I miss you with all heart.

Thursday, February 17, 2011

ISFiT day11-UNITAID

I just talked with you.
And you come to my room.  I said to you, "do remember me."
I am so glad and grateful that I could be here, being your first isfit student.
Times being with you just so fast that I can't manage to let it pass through.

It's been a super impactful day.
But gotta wait for you so just list something I wanna say afterwards.

TW&CH from my historical explanations.
people concept @ family gov fb world perspectives
international status

first aids

global cafe
global problems responsibilities education
condoms abortions
male and female

deve-ed
-ing

143 gathering sharing money energy resource tech
humanity selfish
cheaper to save lives
US share medicine
I believe when you produce sth, you will share with me.
international institution
Marcos
transfer of knowledge
idealistic

red cross drama literature programm

"I hate them."
I am just so not into saying that I am _______.
Anton
own eco-social company

Yes, there are just ideals.
But one day it's gonna be made into reality.
It's just a matter of time.
The world is going to be better.
Nothing to do with AIESEC anymore.
It's just me being me.


Tomorrow we are gonna rock these 10th grade kids.

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

motivation

看完網站後我就申請了
那時候剛回來 腦袋都是iasi還有NC的事
連Trondheim怎麼念都不知道
現在坐在一個有143個國家的amphitheater好感動
矛盾到哪裡都是
貧窮經濟與環境 自以為是的幫助與自我成長
所以我選擇了最直接的 承認一切然後期待有一天都會更好
藉著一些成全與努力
我不是坐在那裡看著沒有變化的
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http://www.isfit.org/


各位台大的學弟妹大家好
我是B94的老人.....

這邊我想跟大家介紹一個我人生至今參加過最棒的一個活動
叫做 International Student Festival in Trondheim (ISFiT2011)
這個活動辦在Trondheim, 挪威
是全世界最大的國際學生節

ISFiT是每兩年辦一次的學生節  約十天左右
主要的目的是讓學生了解世界和平的重要
每次會有許多不同主題的workshop  每天都會進行討論和活動
除了workshop之外  ISFiT還會安排很多很棒的演講以及活動
每一年的開幕以及閉幕請來的演講者都是非常知名的人物
2009年的是Dr Desmond Tutu!
在活動的期間  有個Student Peace Prize的典禮  這個算是ISFiT的重頭戲!

我參加的是ISFiT 2009 Workshop 4: International Trade
當年亞洲人真的很少  台灣人應該只有我一個 (就我知道的啦...)
回台灣之後真得覺得自己從這個活動中學到很多
想要跟大家推薦!!!



另外想補充一點
從2009年開始  ISFiT有對一些特定學生提供補助
我當時很幸運地拿到一筆可以cover我來回機票的獎學金
我剛剛看了一下網站  今年也有提供!!

2011的報名已經開始了
今年是到九月三十號截止  約十一月的時候會發信通知是否錄取
活動則是2011年2月11日到20日

詳細的報名資訊或是活動內容 網站都有
如果有任何問題都歡迎與我連絡唷! asokame站內信!

很希望在ISFiT2011看到更多的台灣學生!!

PS.尤其對學弟妹來說
這是一個非常好拓展國際視野的機會
而且可以經由WORKSHOP的討論
從不同的角度了解國際議題以及世界和平的重要性
希望學弟妹有興趣的人可以申請看看唷!!!!

Monday, February 14, 2011

ISFiT day8-my new family in Bukkvollan

I've never thought that I would mean so much to you.
When the present was presented by three of you in front of me, I felt so lonely and warm at the same time.
Lonely for no one could share my feelings and the shit that happened previously; warm for I now have Ingrid, Jakob, Sigurd as my brothers and sisters.  When climbing up the snow hill for the bus, in the mall, at dinner table, at living room for the card games; when you asked me to wake up a little bit earlier; when Anna said you asked for me yesterday, I know that this time I do make myself a qualified sister.
When Ingrid and Jakob hugged so tight there in the dark, you have know idea how shocked I was.  I quickly turned away as if my past and current life in TP offended this holy scene.
Again you are so sweeeeeeeet and lovely; again I need to ask you come to my country, thousands of classes skipped would not make up for the things you gave me.
The miss of the speech worthed.


Ski made me miss that speed when in 6th grade.
I should have done that once more at that hesitated time.
See you next time in August; I will come back.

Now I think of the COMING BACK.
Iasi and Trondheim.

I will be there at 7.  You watch.

ISFiT day7-Closing the Gap in a Generation

just grab the time before bed to memorize sth meaningful in these beginnings of isfit.
i looked up to my notebook and found that nothing is not meaningful to me.

absolutely nothing.

back to the time in oslo airport, i met this girl from Iasi, who knows you guys.
my first question to her was that, "are you from AIESEC?"
she said no.  but she was the president of the engineering student association from the other side of the red bridge.
gosh i miss you so much then.
we did not talk a lot and in the beginning i searched every corner of my memory trying to find some words in romanian.
you know what, the first word came to me was faci pipi.
so silly.  i miss penilla.
since then when i met her:
ce faci?
bine, si tu?
bine.

everything was just amazing.
Harry Potter's house, in the amphitheater at the moment, people from 143 countries sitting there talking in different languages.
a chance of a lifetime.  i did manage to get so well along with you.  i did do the things i promised myself; being open and sincere, trying to explain myself and listen to you.  crown prince of Norway was unforgettable although the unforgettable part was his identity.  the student peace prize and things happend in Roros were super impressive.
the speech by Michael Marmot & Hans Rosling were the speeches best and the most inspiring in these six months, not other speeches attended though.
the silence when Marmot asked, "Do we have the will?" explained everything.
yes the people sitting here are the once who were saving money to fly to Trondheim, instead of saving money for shoes, washing maschine, or TV.
there were times i felt so much AIESEC.
HEY AIESEC!
YOU BITCH!

Kino, in the workshop 7 with you, how things went on were like in ITtT but still they were fett.  i love this Czech Lenka and Mexico Arcelia.  Arcelia and Kenya Harun reminded me of Jose.  and this Slovakia Marcela kept making me think of Niki.
the heavy stone on my heart again broke by the fact that people here dont necessarily study environment or biology.  we are all simply connected to the climate and environment in a way.  we were just interested and hope that we could come up with the solution to the issue dealing with health.  i love our values: friendship&love; tolerance&respect; trust; knowledge; creativity.
every moment i was amazed.
the recycle and the waste of paper; bump with people and sorry; cultural judgement...

still my throat was like in the winter in the 2nd of senior high, total crap.
i wanna talk!!  give my voice back!!
it wasn't cold as i expected the -15 celcius degree should be.  still freezing though.  tons of gratitude to my host family.  they were so warm and generous.  everything is more than i expected.  the talking with you were great, i love the way i am an adult.  i could say nothing more here but thank you.
the sun comes out earlier now.  up on the hill, it is beauuuuuuuuuuutiful.


tomorrow's the skiiiiii day.
gonna get funky :)))

i started to think of the first thing i wanna do when i meet you.

Thursday, February 10, 2011

ISFiT day4-byebye Oslo in snow

When we entered this city it was snowing, now likewise, and dogs and cats.


Anker is like a contemporary home; I throw myself in all the time, simply to get closer to you.
Dear mom you were wrong, our home is seriously entirely undeniably my truly and only home.  Hostel is much more at the moment; you can not feel history, all you see is travelers coming and going, foreigners gathering around.  I feel like already been through this by my eXchange in Romania and bit not want to get myself involve with these.
You tolerate people and make people tolerate you.

People in 313, Anker Hostel:
Barcelona cool girl: sleeps early and wake up late, holds a single eye cam, wears teenager shoes, quite, buries herself in her map.
Portugese woman: talks on the phone all the time with a guy named Anton, a mother, is ill, a bit superstitious.
Canadian woman: rocker, traveler, wanna go somewhere similar like home so chose Norway, Paris is too warm.
Brazilian woman: warm, cute big round eyes, isfit politic workshop, interested in Chinese things.
Taiwanese woman: NTU dep of politics, international relationship, isfit, traveler.


Shops open at 10 a.m. and close at 8 p.m.  7-11, Deli, and N____all over the city.
I went out last night around eight thirty, nearly empty street.
Cold but at least up 0 celcius degree, need more clothes.
Though weather just ruins half of the beauty of the city, it was still amazing; the snow, the sunshine, the language, and the people on the streets.  I feel like back in London, in the western Europe.
This is so much different from TW and bit different from RO.
Last night I thought of Lund, and its distance to Stockholm.  What if I wanna be like Mendy go travel and be a couchsurfer?   If I cannot be in Stockholm, why not go Copenhagen?  There's a Oresund inbetween these two city.  But that will happen after December, the fall semester.
It's actually rubbish to talk about this right now, useless.

I want to have lots of identities, and I know I can do this.
Only if _________________________________________.


A patch, 12 NOK.
Oslo traffic card, 200NOK, never used.
1.5L water, 30 NOK, tap water is drinkable.
Three tall sized cafe, 60NOK.
Postcards, 42NOK, haven't go post to get stamps.
This city is INSANE.



If it weren't that cold, I really don't want to stay here doing nothing.
I wanna go out and see things by feet, map, money, and brain.
Really should have go inside the Nobels Fredssenter.
I won't be here when I am rich.

Ha det Oslo,
Hei hei Trondheim.

Monday, February 07, 2011

ISFiT day2-EMG

1207 in Schiphol Amsterdam
1907 in Taipei

This is an emergency.
I am A TAIWANESE, living in Taipei, never actually hurt anyone or intend to make a bomb attack.
I wear a pair of slipper to go Oslo in winter; I feel fine.
When you ask me the questions, I was calm, feeling ok, though we should be on boarding in ten minutes.
When I saw the waiting people are dark, coming from middle east, border between Asia and Europe, there's a bull in my stomach.
When 10:25 is getting near, when you finally fix that goddamn system, I was really mad and furious at the people, society, and the circumstances.
This is not fair, though nothing at all is fair.

We were stopped at the customs when it's time that we should be boarding.
"We will get you on flight."
This is absolutely insane.
There were a Parisienne, lots of unknown mideast people, and that man being stopped twice heading for Paris; we waited, and waited.
(shit I have no idea where my luggage is.)
I spoke to her, which made me truly hope there might be some day speak francais naturally without hesitation.
Oui c'est un situation très difficile.
Time pass; we waited, eternally waited.
Then we'd been asked few questions and documents and number of ISFiT is required.
And mom you were right; it's insane that they didn't tell us where and whom we are gonna live with.
On a attend pour le temps que on peut utiliser pour beaucoup de chose dans ce trip.
On a attend il y a eu longtemps.

We missed our destined flight and one possible flight; now we've been waiting for another possible flight to Oslo Ger_____ airport at 1350, not the original airport, but the ticket attendant said she would make our luggage there for us.
It's only a possible flight cuz there's no seat remained; it's full.
We are in the waiting list.

You know what idiot, you did not make us on flight.

If we did not make it, then we can only take the flight at eight o'clock tonight.
This is absolutely insane.  By the time we get to Oslo, it will be dark already.

I do have the ability to handle situations and that I am thorough.
I am learning.
Still, I didn't have the power to control myself, appearing childish and complaining.


I am not not ok with waiting, bore, unclean, uncomfort, hunger, thirst, nor any inconvenience happened.
It's ok.
It would be more than ok if your were here.
I think of you when taking every pictures, thinking what should I say if I introducing anything to you; I look at all sweets, thinking what might be your expression if you see these.

I bought a white chocolate; it's a small and expensive piece, and it tastes very much milk powder.  I love it though.  It's my lunch, including a cafe mocha.

I am tired.
Reeeeeeeeeeeealy hope that there might be two people occurred with some accident serious enough to not get them on the flight, so we could get in.
How mean.


Everything would be fantastic simply for the Internet provided.
Biggest wish: LIE DOWN.

ISFiT day2-moan

0712 in Schiphol Amsterdam
1412 in Taipei

Ginger's got a big trouble.
What/How would I do if it were me?

This is a journal of an un-target.
No aim's been made.

There's nothing said understood, the complexion of state of mind.
the trip ISFiT2011 in Trondheim Norway vs the exchange student in Lund Sweden
Opportunities offered and decisions made are spread in front, I couldn't figure out a way to make it matter less.
Is it an ISFiT or rather a travel of dream?

Mindset is undone.
Be brave and see things to come.

Finger crossed for you.

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