Dreams of my last days

1. Ride on a scooter with someone I like, or perhaps love.
2. Go to those places marked green.
3. Swing
4. Have for once, those beloved friends being not just beloved friends.
5. Make it longer and longer
6. See Paris 2018, my baby


I have on those socials so many friends from Norway, Sweden, HK, Romania, people I liked once and not connected any more. I hope so much that from this day on, I have them with me.
Please.
Can this be the reason that I refuse to go to China?