L'insouciance est le seul sentiment qui puisse inspirer notre vie et ne pas disposer d'arguments pour se défendre.
-- Françoise Sagan

Monday, October 31, 2016

way of working PR based on english and french
all you do during midnight may dispear because it is not good enough but it is during all those nights that you grow and your work grow
like trees

Sunday, October 30, 2016

一雙眼睛

時間仁慈又過分地施予了我們一個小時。
我於是想起來那時候的我是多麼地文學取向。

室友出遠門三個禮拜(共和國古巴杜拜,有什麼比他的工作更好的嗎),週末總是有Airbnb的旅人來。我希望我的不熱忱與隨意讓他們感到自在。
我希望可以再去旅遊,波蘭。
可是不知道為什麼,好像找不到可以休假的時候。明明有很多就可以休的。

工作繁忙,公司是半工作後最良善的工作環境。與同事相處甚佳,與老闆相處甚佳,願景與期待相同的時候,做什麼都起勁。
並第一次完成了和設計師溝通的月報。成就感與每天感受自我不足仍然。
此時候好希望有人給我建議,如果她還在呢。

兩天運動一次,最珍惜星期一可以跳舞週末可以攀岩。一直期待可以在岩場遇見他。
吃好睡好,酗酒成癮。唯一開伙的時候是週末早晨(中午plutôt)煮咖啡。
週末逛大街去朋友家,看喜歡的展,念喜歡的書,吃brunch(偶爾踩到地雷就很嘔)。
見了好久不見的前同事。

最近讀一本在谷歌工作的人力資源的書。
最近喜歡聽催眠的音樂,電子樂被擺到另一邊。

昨天去了一場萬聖節的日本朋友的open house party for lesbian。
和陌生人總是可以如此輕易的暢談,理髮師、北京念書的法國女孩、美國的她和日本的她。
我想起那位作家,想起前女友。
她們問我喜歡怎麼樣的女孩,因為太久沒有戀愛的緣故,我再度開始揣側自己是異性戀,
並且對男性傾心。甚至無法描述理想的女性。
甚至在L'Oréal這樣充滿男同性戀與女異性戀的場合中,我們談論無數次同性戀的話題我始終沒有說出自己喜歡女生。害怕背叛自己。

在一段不健康的關係裡我逃不出來。
在一段因為不健康的關係裡開始的關係我逃出來了但活不下來。

這些年無法再愛上誰,到底是為什麼?

Friday, October 21, 2016

I am really truely fucking sorry but I totally agree that even if the baby is gonna coming out in the next day, the woman (and not the mother) can still have the choice to abortion.

Although I doubt many women would make such choice.

Wednesday, October 19, 2016

I don't know why but really whenever a time like this I hope I were in a city like Edinburgh or cafe soleil right next to my home in Taipei.

Tuesday, October 18, 2016

Sunday, October 09, 2016

深夜煮四物雞湯和南瓜粥。
第一次煮四物雞湯,第一次煮南瓜粥。

噯,退一步就會第一次就上手。

想。


Thursday, October 06, 2016

菱角

想要吃菱角

How to fly a horse

I can never return to that summer again.

I created, but all the creations disappeared, because i minded them too much.
I am self conscious, too much.

User experience.
pyschology


Wednesday, October 05, 2016

Principe d'incertitude

The world welcomes all kinds of things and people.
They make me laugh and I am still unable to bring them joy.
In my final year I start to think they are one of the kind.
And I sincerely think so, so damn deeply and hard cored.

Monday, October 03, 2016

you kind of mix your personal entertainment life and work and study all together.
they are all mega important and you are so enthusiastic about them;
you cannot let any of them go.
you cannot

and you want to mi them all together and realise that its so damn hard


tout commence
bring it on

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