lu93. my loves and founds

01:40

just had a fascinating talk while waiting for the luxembourgish night with silja and also after the boring party.

we had to wait outside cuz its organized by two so germanic people.

the food was great, but the talk even made the night.

i love to have such conversations with people, serious and funny people.

we talked about love, family, society and culture of europe, swiss, and taiwan.

talked a lot about you.

i start to make this friend like i love adela.

i miss everything so much.

and a decision made was that i am gonna stay in paris till 19th of january.

i think i would not be straight anymore.

i think i would just love girls till the end.

sexuality is fluent though.

i don't know if i have the crowdphobia or sth.  i love francais.

i, i, i, 

i hate conservative family.  i hate those who is so unmobilable in their family.

i couldnt believe there's such thing existed.

i talked a lot about i.  but not as much as those from europe.

i am the only one who is not from europe tonight.

i was so many times be complimented that i spoke well in fucking english, which is fucking wrong.

we taiwanese can speak english well of course.

still without thoughts, language is rubbish.

everything is rubbish, the dinner, the gathering, the party, the farewell,

if you have no sincere heart, and thoughts.

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i went to the beethoven concert tonight before the luxembourgish party.

that was so awesome, which i might never do in taipei.

the soprano, tenner, the violin and everything.  in the church, better than in 兩廳院.

could it be even better?  i feel my ex life just begin these days, with presentations, papers, friends, and my room life.