lu30. A Whole New World

often when a feeling comes, a laziness comes, when trying to refuse sth, my mind just forces me to go for it, as planed.

saying YES, for me at least, is never regretting.

i went to the international club this afternoon before the swedish film class. before that i was lost, another story though. it wasnt an organized activity, not at all. but people gathered together, meeting each other, planning, coming up with ideas, simply want to make an experience out of it. i love the cinnamon buns. :)

we have this idea that we wanna visiting bakeries, having excursions, costumes and stuff. a bubble was inside me. i felt newness.

after the class i rushed to klostergarden for bernia's dinner as a celebration for our first month arrival. yes we've been here for one month in total. how soon, how a blink, how much new things ive inhaled so far. you came with me on that day. we struggled to helsingborg living in our yellow apartment. we cleaned it up, dining there, sleeping there, as a three-day sweet home.

by the time i got klostergarden, you hadnt started yet. i smelled your cooking. i miss you. a bit awkward at first btw you and me at first.

yeojoo said she smelled winter. bernia's spegetti and spinach were wonderful. kathy's soup reminded me of cosco. joelle's taste for songs was at the top.

we had a cozy yellow night.

but there was one thing left. yeojoo came to hug me. i like your softness. you took out a cake, with my name and kathy's name. you made us more than a celebration dinner; you made us more than one tasty bronnie; you made us a birthday in a foreign country.

every since i met you, ive cried as if its a newly acquirement. sweetheart, when i first feel that i have sb that i can possibly rely on here in lund, i miss you the most.

there arent fixed classmates. friends come and go. you meet new people everyday. its hard to find the sense of settlement, esp five months arent long, arent short.

tonight, i feel you.