可是好忍不住.
被在乎的人喜歡, 真的是一件好開心的事情.
我們都好喜歡NEMO.
I often have the feeling that i know myself well.
Not well enough, but i do know what i want and what the people surrounding me hope from me.
I thought i knew the relation-lines interweaved between us.
I thought she did not put much hope on me, for i did not put every ME in gigi, for i had too big a heart to fulfill.
She gave me up,
(NO, maybe i was right, cuz like me doesn't mean she had expectation for me.)
I always thought that i was not good enough.
cuz i cant do this do that.
thus i took so many things so seriously, and too seriously.
yesterday julian talked with me.
he said i do have the influence on a lot of people and i could do more than i thought.
not what i wanna say.
now think back, it was more than a year ago,
that was the time before i join AIESEC, i was young and was her 小弟, 一想來就覺得好笑可愛.
but that all passed.
Still you do?
那時候你和她的談話就像那些時候我和她的談話, 我覺得長大好可怕.
再也不能肆無忌憚去談論人家, 再也不能幹嘛幹嘛幹嘛.
我也不敢再和你說我的無眠與忙碌或者成長.
這些是否都只是我們一廂情願的浪漫付出？
je pense que je suis tombe amoureux.
mais cest pas possible.
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