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上大學好麻煩
一直叫孟去問彭
原因只是我不敢打個電話去XU
孟大罵我是你要上台大外文還是我
學校的光碟說不能再孤軍奮戰巴拉巴拉的說教話
但我本來就是這樣的
好像要開始了
自己叫自己要幹嘛
但我還是想要別人幫我安排好一切
不用去批踢踢看哪個教授好不好哪門課好不好
不用甚麼跑加簽甚麼社交一堆
沒有一瞬間就可以獨立的方法
沒有一瞬間就可以擺脫媽母和小王子的方法
何況我也不想擺脫

不想去迎新但又怕交不到朋友
但我明明一直都和大家很好沒有特別好
保持

選課好煩
電腦更煩
在上面做重大的事感覺好空虛
好像不是真的



怎麼我一點充滿新希望的感覺也沒有


或者我只是不想開學
不想改變

Once

THE HILL


Walking up the hill tonight
When you have closed your eyes
I wish I didn't have to make all those mistakes and be wise
Please try to be patient and know that I'm still learning
I'm sorry that you have to see the strength inside me burning

Where are you my angel now
Don't you see me crying
And I know that you can't do it all
But you can't say your not trying
I'm on my knees in front of him
But he doesn't seem to see me
But all his troubles on his mind is looking right through me
And I'm letting myself down deciding is falling you
And I wished that you could see I have my troubles too

Lookin' at you sleeping
I'm with a man I know
I'm sitting here weeping while the hours pass so slow
And I know that in the mornin' I have to let you go
And you'll be just a man once I used to know
For these past few days someone I don't recognize
This isn't all my fault
When will you realize

Lookin' at you leavin'
I'm looking for a sign


--Marketa Irglova


Ma和Glen Hansard合唱If you want me也很好聽